my destiny : UTM !

howdyyy~ i mean, Assalamualaikum :)

so on 12th of August(or is it 11?), I finally got my UPU result !!!

I was surprised that I got UTM because UTM is in Johor and it is located totally the opposite of my precious hometown.So at first, I was like : NoOooOOoo! haha,
BUT it doesn't mean that I'm not grateful with the offer,just that I'm afraid that I can't go back home frequently bcuz it's so far away~ :P

well,whatever it is ALHAMDULILLAH. I'm happy about it and I wanna rejoice about it,YAYY!

oh yea, and the course that I get is.....

PSYCHOLOGY!

at first I was a bit frustrated that I don't get to go to medical school as I had been dreaming bout~ But nahh, I wanna be positive with this one and I sincerely happy with it! ;)

but hey,wait!think~

with this course,it's possible that I can achieve most of my dreams I have stated in my very first post!

being a doctor and at the same time producer,teacher and more free time to go on vacations! and perhaps...meeting BTS? hahaha.

okay.okay.enough of drama already~

btw, earlier this evening I saw a post saying why u should enter UTM

one of them really catch my eyes:

the Global Outreach Program a.k.a. G.O.P.

this program is for bright students who can achieve/maintain their CGPAs from 3.90 and above to go overseas!!! OMG! this is soo heaven on earth! hiks.

I said to my mom and she told me I better get good grades in the future :)

I saw someone asked in the UTM students' group in fb about her reduced fees upon entering UTM and she was understand that she got it bcoz of her flying colours result in her previous U.And I was like..와 부럽다 진짜 ~ I'm really jealous of her! SO,

I'm gonna start fresh and get good results for everybody's sake ! Just watch over me properly k. 

Let's do it!

Churros Cicah Coklat Cik aaatiraaa's style Cewwah

Assalamualaikum

Semalam cik aaatiraaa buat churros untuk kuih bukak pose,jadi tak jadi lain citer hehee.Sebenarnya aku tak pernah pernah makan churros ne.Tetiba mengigau nak buat ne sebab kebetulan ramai orang atas dunia ne makan benda ne hahaha. First time kenal churros masa tengok The Return Of Superman . Lepas tu,bagaikan takdir(cehh) ,trnmpk lagi orang lain makan churros dlm Twitter, LOL. Dan takdir tu tak berhenti setakat tu je..dlm Masterchef Australia yang aku minat ponnn ade dia buat Churros. So yeah, aku pon rase terpanggil laa dgn takdir membuat churros.

K K. ne diaa resepinyaa :

Bahan-bahan :

1-Gula (1 sudu besar)

2-Garam (1/2 sudu kecil)

3-Butter/Marjerin (1 sudu besar)

4-Air (Secawan)

5-Tepung Gandum (1 setengah cawan)

6-Telur (1 biji~size L)

Cara-caranya :

1-Didihkan air bersama gula,garam dan butter.Kacau biar sebati yee

2-Bila dah mendidih,kecilkan api kemudian masukkan tepung gandum.(fes tyme buat terkejut jugak tengok acuan jadi berketul tapi bila baca blog lain buat memang dia jadi camtu.so..staycool and gaulkan je.)

3-Tutup api dan masukkan telur(cik aaatiraaa pakat pecahkan je telur dalam acuan tuu.Kalau nak pukul dulu lagi afdhal KOT).Uli sampai xboleh uli lagi dah,huhu.Pakai tangan je laa senang.

4-Masukkan acuan tadi dalam piping bag dan letak nozzle bentuk bintang kat hujung piping bag.

**Cik aaatiraaa tak letak dalam piping bag and nozzle bagai pon.Pakat guna tangan je..Mungkin sbb sukatan salah cket,so acuan jadi tak berapa lembik and boleh bentuk ngan tangan.

jenjenjengggg! buat bentuk love tu sudah pasti.ahaks

5-Deep fry kan churros korang.Nampak je warna keemasan angkat.

Haaa. Ni lah diaaa rupenyeee .Macam sardin roll pon ade aku tengok.

Sambil-sambil tuu :)

Ok tak habis lagi yee! Kena buat sos dia sbb churros ne agak tawar.Ikut selera masing-masing laa nak buat sos ape pon.Kita jugak yang makan kann.huhu. Ade yang buat sos caramel,sos coklat or simply tabur gula jee.

Cik aaatiraaa buat sos coklat.Easy-peasy punye.Caranya :

Amek coklat serbuk dalam 2/3 sudu besar pastu letak sikit air masak(cket jeeee.kalau banyak nnti cair pulak) and finally letak 2 setengah sudu besar susu pekat.Kalau rasa pahit lagi,tambah je lagi susu pekat.

Macam ne haa.

kacau kacau dan kacau sampai sebati . Kalau rase nak tambah air cket lagi baik jangan yee, kacau jee dulu #dongibap .huhu

and dah siappp untuk dimakan ! senang je kan ? try la buat daripada beli kat kedai mahal-mahal.hee

Ne lah dia rupa churros yang sebenar benarnye.
(yang itew tak macam ne ponn.haha.xpela,try len kali pulak)

references :

http://yanashaiful.blogspot.com/2014/11/churros-cicah-sos-coklat.html

http://girlish87.blogspot.com/2014/01/resepi-churros-kuih-belimbing.html

Haa. Percayalaa ngan cik aaatiraaa.Dah dua references dari yang expert tuu.

Struggle Hidup

Kekadang aku terfikir... Orang lain pon masing-masing ada ke kelemahan masing-masing yang diorang tak nak tunjuk dekat orang lain. Hmmm, sebabnya aku ne sebenarnya tengah struggle on something. And aku takde pon bagitahu kat best fren aku even though aku tahu diorang akan support aku. ntahlaa. rase macam kelu je lidah ne bila tiba masa nak luahkan. 

 semalam ternampak ada somebody tweet something :

"Rasa nak give up pon ada bila manusia sekeliling sikit pon taknak tolong"

"Padahal diri sendiri yg ego taknak org nampak diri tu lemah"

The moment I read them , Ya Allah ! Exactly the same feeling ! Then, terdetik laa dalam hati...Oh rupa-rupanya ada jugak orang sama spesies ngan aku. 

Rasa kurang cket kesedihan bila dapat tahu orang lain pon ade struggle masing2. Bukan aku sorang. Bukan nak gembira sebab orang lain kena uji...tapi, bila tengok cara orang lain TRY n SURVIVE their own life test buatkan aku rasa semangat nak overcome mine. Cemtu laa . 

Tapi tuu lah. Sesekali spirit aku up sesekali down gile. Sampai aku rasa cam nak pegi dok kat tempat isolated biar aku hidup sorang diri. HAHAHA , Kekadang tuh nanges cam mood swing PMS bagai padahal tak PMS pon. Haih la. 

Papepon, ne pesanan dari aku untuk aku dan untuk korang semua yang tengah struggle dengan apa-apa pon ujian n masalah yang korang hadapi :

"Allah looks over you.He takes care of you.He knows your struggle.He acknowledges your effort to be a better muslim.So don't give up :')"

Semoga Allah bagi kita kekuatan untuk hadapi ujian yang dihadapi. In shaa Allah Aamiin...

Oh one more thing, to people out there who know somebody dear that look like they're having a bad time, support them k.Don't judge but heal them. 

JUDGE ME OR HEAL ME . 

꽉 잡아줘 . 날 안아줘 :')

UPU : Deciding Future Pt.1

Assalamualaikum

uhuk uhuk . Skunk ne UPU Fasa 2 dah bukak untuk sep2 lepasan asasi/matrik. Maka berpening peningan lah aku nak isi . Nak isi mende laa impian pon macam tadak.ye laa frust nunggeng haritu banyak iv untuk medic kena reject.

Mak aihh, adik2 sekalian, hidup alam persekolahan selama ne senang je..Bila besar esok esok, raselaa penangan UPU, baru tauw.

Tyme nak isi upu ne, ofkoz laa kena ada mama dok sbelah(supporter tegarku..I love u mama) . Sedang aku tengok list kos2 yang ditawarkan, aku tertengok laa Sarjana Muda Sains Pengurusan Pelancongan (UiTM) , aku pon bergurau laa ngan mama cakap kat dia aku nak amek tuu senang. Tanpa bantahan , terus mama setuju.Aku pun, eh biar betul ma ne?Selama ne bagai nak rak amek aliran sains. Tengok2 nak pilih bidang yang luar daripada bidang sains . Mama suruh isi je dulu then baru finalized. 

Mama cakap , yelaa aku ni kan jenis yang suka melancong (sbb aku asyik ajak mama g melancong.Pastu suka sebut pasal Korea :P) Then, mama sambung lagi.. Dia cakap mane tahu, hikmah tak dapat iv doktor tuu sebab Allah nak suruh blaja benda yang senang2. Hidup pon rileks , cool jee,( yang ne aku tambah sndiri.hehee)

Ntah2 nanti adik dapat praktikal kat Korea ! 

huhuhu..tetiba stres pasai isi UPU hilang serta merta :)

memanglaa. Mama always knows the best about me more than I am :')

to be continued soon...

sebagai pengakhiran (xabeh lagi) ameklaa hadiah lagu No More Dream . Especially to all youths that still dont have dreams :') Let's think of our dreams together !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pw540DtB5mM

Dreams in my head ~

First and most Important thing is :

Assalamualaikum :) 

peace be upon you

Hye to all readers ! U all must be wondering what kind of dreams I had on my head (or not...i don't care,i wanna tell u i wanna tell u ~ hehee) 

Okay, I have so many dreams dat I want to come true 

First of all , I have a dream to become a doctor :) 

the reason  is  because I want to help my ummah and those people who are in needs...

I wanna be a beneficial person to everyone around me :)

Second , I also dream to become a teacher...

A teacher that truly teach her students all of her heart

A teacher that guide her students even though the surroundings are tough

I am really inspired by the story of The Teacher's Diary (A Thailand Movie) , the teacher in the story had to face so many hardships to be able to teach her students yet she did not give up because she feels responsible as a teacher ..Also the story of Gokusen ... I really respected the teacher in Gokusen...

Third , I have a dream of becoming a producer...(even though I know this is not my path..but it's okay cuz it's my dream right?)

the reason is because I'm so fed up with the dramas and movies in my country..the plot is the same..I can always predict the flow of the story..For example , a drama , the plot is easy .. A girl get married with a guy (mostly unintentionally) and then their marriage life are not happy,always fighting but finally they fall in love with each other..unfortunately,as they start to fall in love with each other,there will be a villain character that urge to separate them bcoz she/he is in love with the hero/heroin..And the hero and heroin start fighting again .. the conflict goes on and finally they will live happily ever after. Like that. Many dramas are produced , yet the plot are the same except for the characters . So , here am I , thinking why they never think of other kinds of plot ? I want to watch a story like Harry Potter...Magic thingy~ and something adventurous! I know my country is not that capable of doing something big like harry potter..but if we never try, we will always be left behind , RIGHT ?

Fourth...I would like to design my own outfits

When i was a little girl, I used to design dresses n outfits on my own..(on the paper laa)

It's bcoz i have somekind of passion towards fashion.like that,ahah!

whenever i go to the shopping complexes , it's hard for me to buy a blouse..or maybe bcoz im too picky ? hahaa. whatever it is , it's like I have an imagination in my mind that , this blouse should be designed like this to make it more attractive...

and finally...

I would like to go to Korea..(U all must think Im a hard BIG FAN of Kpop right now right?YES YES.Im a Fan of KPOP. Im a hard BIG FAN of BTS.hee)

Im going to Korea not bcz of BTS but I'm going there to meet my best friend! She's studying there and I reallllyyy want to meet her :') It's been a long time w/out u my fren~

p/s : few days ago , I tweeted something to BTS . I tweeted : You should start post something in English ( because one of the member like to tweet what he loves to listen to..and most of the songs are English songs and the title for that particular song I had commented is : You Should Be Here )

and guess what , few mins ago... BTS tweeted in ENGLISH !!! 

I know, maybe I was misunderstanding . But , why would i think the negative way ? Think positive so that u'll live more happier ;)

If it doesnt bring u any harms and give u the sparks of joy, why would u turn it away ?

Lets think POSITIVE !

here are the proves :P :

https://twitter.com/BTS_twt/status/603209160310685696

https://twitter.com/aaatiraaa/status/602879732628074496